Today was worse than yesterday. My arms are going numb. My fingers won’t work like I tell them to. Typing is hard. I’m sick to my stomach from the pain. Took Zofran to help with the nausea. I can barely keep my eyes open from the pain pills making me sleepy and groggy. I wanted to write today. Not going to happen.

I’m going to go back to bed and pass out. I’m drenched in sweat and trembling. This really sucks.

I hate pain.

I’m trying to focus on my gratitude. It’s so hard when you’re in pain.

I’ll come back and try to be grateful when I wake from a nap.

Love and stuff,

Michy